Dreamer!
XistentialI'm a functioning insomniac
I never need to sleep
I get no rest, I never wanted that
Under attack from all the things in my head
Fighting nightmares at night and monsters under my bed
I don't know where you came from It's kinda like you showed up
You diffuse me and stop me whenever I'm about to blow up
You hold me like a handgun but don't act like I am one
You're looking right at me instead of through me like a phantom
I can't see what you see in me
I don't believe I can meet your needs
I hope that I can be what you need
But luckily for me, I live
I live inside of a dream that you made up
I don't know what it means but it ain't one
That I wanna believe's gonna save us
Cause every time that I dream, you're gonna leave me now
I live inside of a dream that you made up
Everything ain't what it seems it's okay love
If it's make believe, no Maybelline or makeup
It's gonna change a thing about how I feel right now
Right now, I'm living inside a dream
Nobody's gonna make me leave
It's the only time I'm close to you
And right now, I'm just falling on my knees
I've been stuck inside my head, losing to my enemies but
Somehow, you pull me back together
Don't think I'm getting better
I'll just blame it on the weather, uh
And right now, I'm terrified I'll mess up
I keep drowning underwater
But you keep pulling my head up, uh
I can't see what you see in me
I don't believe I can meet your needs
I hope that I can be what you need
But luckily for me, I live
I live inside of a dream that you made up
I don't know what it means but it ain't one
That I wanna believe's gonna save us
Cause every time that I dream, you're gonna leave me now
I live inside of a dream that you made up
Everything ain't what it seems it's okay love
If it's make believe, no Maybelline or makeup
It's gonna change a thing about how I feel right now
Somehow, you pull me back together
Don't think I'm getting better
I'll just blame it on the weather, uh
And right now, I'm terrified I'll mess up
I keep drowning underwater
But you keep pulling my head up, uh