[00:03.88] As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined [00:07.85] You must have had yourself a change of heart like [00:10.54] Halfway through the drive [00:12.09] 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign [00:16.74] You kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right [00:20.41] Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face [00:24.69] And memories are somethin' even smoking weed does not replace [00:28.95] And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains [00:33.82] Doc told me to travel, but there's Covid on the planes [00:37.62] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks [00:41.24] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed [00:45.78] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim [00:49.44] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas [00:54.08] And I'll dream each night of some version of you [00:57.94] That I might not have, but I did not lose [01:01.94] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes [01:06.09] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do [01:11.54] [01:14.19] So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad [01:18.35] That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad [01:22.14] No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh [01:26.71] You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back [01:30.53] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks [01:34.26] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed [01:38.75] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim [01:42.45] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas [01:46.80] And I'll dream each night of some version of you [01:50.86] That I might not have, but I did not lose [01:54.90] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes [01:59.09] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do [02:05.76] Oh, that'll have to do [02:09.98] My other half was you [02:13.98] I hope this pain's just passin' through [02:17.32] But I doubt it [02:19.33] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks [02:23.17] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed [02:27.66] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim [02:31.14] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas [02:35.66] And I'll dream each night of some version of you [02:39.71] That I might not have, but I did not lose [02:43.76] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes [02:47.88] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do [02:52.66] Have to do [02:53.55]