[00:03.86] As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined [00:07.86] You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive [00:12.05] 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign [00:16.76] You kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right [00:20.42] Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face [00:24.69] And memories are somethin' even smokin' weed does not replace [00:28.93] And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains [00:33.85] Doc told me to travel, but there's Covid on the planes [00:37.64] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks [00:41.28] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed [00:45.73] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim [00:49.42] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas [00:54.04] And I'll dream each night of some version of you [00:57.90] That I might not have, but I did not lose [01:01.98] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes [01:06.07] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do [01:14.12] So I thought that if I piled somethin' good on all my bad [01:18.33] That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad [01:22.12] No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh [01:26.71] You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back [01:30.59] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks [01:34.21] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed [01:38.73] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim [01:42.47] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas [01:46.85] And I'll dream each night of some version of you [01:50.82] That I might not have, but I did not lose [01:54.92] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes [01:59.08] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do [02:05.79] Oh, that'll have to do [02:09.90] My other half was you [02:14.03] I hope this pain's just passin' through [02:17.36] But I doubt it [02:19.36] And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks [02:23.19] And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed [02:27.62] And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim [02:31.18] I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas [02:35.68] And I'll dream each night of some version of you [02:39.77] That I might not have, but I did not lose [02:43.73] Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes [02:47.83] And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do [02:52.64] Have to do [02:53.57]