[00:04.31] I wish I could tell him
[00:07.02] My feet are in the air
[00:08.64] But he's never anywhere
[00:10.25] Where I am
[00:13.15] I'm on the train leaving
[00:16.32] He's on the sidewalk breathing
[00:17.66] Breathe it in in
[00:19.28] Breathe it out out
[00:21.16] I used to dream big of getting out
[00:24.40] Stand on a stage and never look down
[00:27.47] But now I'm on my own, I left him without a doubt
[00:31.15] Now I'm on my own (are you having fun now, fun now)
[00:34.38] Swinging on a stage all the stars in my veins
[00:37.75] Bring me back to the old age
[00:42.33] My feet are in the air, god is never anywhere where I am (where I am)
[00:48.43] He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
[00:51.88] Meanwhile my songs are making sour sounds
[00:54.88] It's an addiction, and I'm an addict
[00:57.44] Could say I wanna fix it, but I'd be lying
[01:01.16] Can never let things go, instead I make of them a show
[01:04.36] Hurt me and you'll get the starring role
[01:20.35] I'm on his stairs crying
[01:22.20] He's standing there he's trying
[01:24.06] Not to breathe, so I won't speak
[01:27.21] In the next years to come, I'll write a thousand songs
[01:30.97] But I know he won't listen to a single one
[01:33.64] Now I'm on my own just going from wall to wall
[01:37.08] Now I'm on my own I can't get out of bed at all
[01:40.21] Would say it's a phase but it's been like this everyday
[01:43.64] The only place I stand up straight is the stage
[01:48.43] My feet are in the air, god is never anywhere where I am (where I am)
[01:54.51] He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
[01:57.76] Meanwhile my songs are making sour sounds
[02:00.76] It's an addiction, and I'm an addict
[02:03.46] Could say I wanna fix it, but I'd be lying
[02:07.11] Can never let things go, instead I make of them a show
[02:10.38] Hurt me and you'll get the starring role
[02:13.73] I did well but you never saw
[02:16.49] Does it mean anything when he doesn't care at all?
[02:19.63] Oh he shuts his eyes even at his own lies
[02:23.03] I might be sad but at least I live a real life
[02:25.97] Mr. politics, words they don't mean shit to you, to you
[02:31.59] Mr. kiss and hit, it's not fair is it, when you leave me bruised
[02:38.11] I did it all for you
[02:41.11] I did it all until I couldn't
[02:44.53] My feet are in the air god is never anywhere where I am (where I am)
[02:50.43] He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
[02:53.70] But he's also kissing me inside my songs right now
[02:56.69] He's never there, neither is god
[02:59.56] Could say I care, but I do not
[03:02.76] Can never let things go instead I make of them a show
[03:06.44] Hurt me and it'll follow you wherever you go
[03:09.32] My feet are in the air god is never anywhere where I am
[03:15.57] He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
[03:18.41] Meanwhile my songs are making sour sounds
[03:21.32] It's an addiction, and I'm an addict
[03:24.05] Could say I wanna fix it, but I'd be lying
[03:27.45] Can never let things go instead I make of them a show
[03:30.42] Hurt me, for the starring role
[03:33.96] Hurt me for the starring role
[03:36.38] Hurt me for the starring role
[03:39.53] Hurt me, you'll get a script and all
[03:42.27] Hurt me, and I'll trap your soul
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