Strangers
Kat PenkinI hate the questions that they ask me
He says: Why are you out tonight?
And then we start this little dance
Becoming lovers over pints
And I don't care where you grew up
Unless it was Brighton
It's the thought that you might know him
Makes this much more exciting
I hate the feeling of the barman
Giving me those judgy eyes
I bet he thinks: oh not again
She does this so many times
I don't wanna be this person
But that's how you left me
(That's how you left me)
(So I)
I only miss you when the lights go down
When it gets silent and no one's around
In the days I get distracted, pretend you don't exist
Now I'm lying here in silence
With your name on my lips
I only miss you when the lights go low
Sometimes it helps to bring a stranger home
It's counterproductive, extremely self-destructive
But I'm so scared of being alone
So I bring strangers home
And now I'm waking up in beds
I don't remember falling in
I'm sneaking out before the dawn
My friends ask me where I've been
And I don't want to be a liar
But that's what you made me
(That's what you made me)
But I've been doing better, I've been making some progress
Not trying to think about you, even forgot your address
That's quite the feat, are you proud of me?
Only see you now when I fall asleep
I only miss you when the lights go down
When it gets silent and no one's around
In the days I get distracted, pretend you don't exist
Now I'm lying here in silence
With your name on my lips
I only miss you when the lights go low
Sometimes it helps to bring a stranger home
It's counterproductive, extremely self-destructive
But I'm too scared of being alone
So I bring strangers home home home
So I bring strangers home home home
So I bring strangers home home home
So I bring strangers
So I bring strangers
So I bring strangers
Oh I've been doing better, I've been taking my pills again
I don't send the letters begging you if you'd come back
That's quite the feat if you're asking me
Only see you now when I'm on my knees
I only miss you when the lights go down
When it gets silent and no one's around
In the days I get distracted, pretend you don't exist
Now I'm lying here in silence
With your name on my lips
I only miss you when the lights go low
Sometimes it helps to bring a stranger home
It's counterproductive, extremely self-destructive
But I'm so scared of being alone
So I bring strangers home