ZEN

You ordered a strawberry smoothie

I gave you banana instead

I don't wanna act out a movie

So Waiting plays out in my head

Your complaining to me is soothing

I'll dream about you in my bed

Stopped looking for diamonds and rubies

Cuz I found me a big bag of Zen

Try to catch me

But I'm already gone

Life gets messy

So pack up and move on

You don't get what you want out of me

Only I get what I want out of me

You ordered a toxic disaster

I gave you a cheerful parade

I can't help but burst out with laughter

Living life under your shade

Your smile is cracking like plaster

Did you drink the wrong lemonade

A key in your hand, you're the master

But that doesn't make me your slave

I know that this really burns you up

I want you to know that I do not give a fuck

Cuz time slows so much that we're getting stuck

You made a hole, now no one is there lifting you out

Trying to catch me

I'm already gone

When life's getting messy

You pack up and move on

I'm not confessing

I'm doing no wrong

It's way too depressing

Just making the same song

You don't get what you want out of me

Only I get what I want out of me

Yelling words

Making angry sounds

Empty threats

Send you to the lost and found

And I won't ever speak where you are

And you won't ever sleep where you are

Cuz you're too far down

Too far down